Randolph I’ve been having a not so great week. Although I’m keeping busy, what with my various business opportunities and the day job that doesn’t go away, it doesn’t take away the pain I’m always feeling inside.
I’m lonely. That’s the only way to describe the pain. I spent five wonderful weeks overseas with Nick, and yet, back in my home country I don’t feel at home because I can’t be with him.
The main issue is that I need to find somewhere to live. The biggest problem is the huge investment I’ll have to make with furniture and other necessities, and to top it all off, my man is unable to live with me, because I can’t afford it.
So I’m down and depressed today, and feeling like I need a hug. I’m going to see him tonight, but the same old story applies: I’ll eventually have to say goodbye, and my heart can’t take it anymore.